I don't like facebook.

Facebook makes me feel paranoid because there are too many people on it.


Suprise surprise, I'm moving again, in technically two ways. My mother has decided once again that she has wanted to move in with her bf. Thus is the same reason why I've already moved 3 times in my life. Also, I plan on moving out into my own place, FINALLY. Me and my roomies are kinda just looking around for a place right now.

I've been kinda on a depression bindge lately. Paranoia, OCDing, depression etc. It's unpleasent. Cosplaying usually made me feel better but it hasn't been lately. Why am I saying this? It's a heads up that I'm not going to be too enthusiastic about plans. I also know a few people like me, but honestly, not that I don't like them, it's just I'm not ready to get back into the world of dating and relationships. Someone told me that I may change my mind if I find the right person, which may be true, but right now I don't feel very comfterble with that idea. I've been cheated on almost every single time I was in a relationship, so I'm still not too keen on getting back into one. I see it as a path to dissappointment, which is why I prefer to be friends. If people don't like it, that's too fucking bad.

School hasn't been all that great either. I'm happy that I'm obviousely talented in baking, but I'm average in cooking. Also in cooking class I usually have to read someone else's recipe (which we have to write out) and I usually have a hard time understanding it if it's not mine. That's normal, really, but what pisses me off is when someone calls me an idiot for asking a damn question. It's really the other students that are annoying. I didn't expect this to be high school all over again. Of course, I've been the outcast since day one. I miss Widdifeild where being an outcast was cool because we where mostly Art weirdos. In the Culinary Arts Program everyone seems to have an ego up their ass and if they don't have it, they're outcasts like yours truely. Sorry I don't believe in having a big fat ego, I find it rude. There's nothing wrong with having pride in yourself but... People don't seem to get the diffrence.

Well, I'm done with my rant for the evening. Now it's time for me and Steve to have some fun.


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